Snuff- my story
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins-
~i know all your secrets, ones youd never tell anyone…
You came into my life innocent and pure, and when you leave ill be stuck with my stupid little sins..
The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again…-
~You punish me like I did something wrong, you keep me away from the world like I’m a trapped pet, you only chose to “love” me so you could take your rage out on someone…
So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care.-
~if you truly care for me you’ll save me from this pain, and leave before I realize the old you isn’t coming back, you’ve made me so broken I dont know what happiness is anymore..
I can’t destroy what isn’t there. Deliver me into my fate -If I’m alone I cannot hate I don’t deserve to have you…-
~i can’t destroy our love if you have none for me, you always said id end up alone so help me face my fate, if I’m alone theres no one to get jelous of, I dont deserve you, I’m too ugly and pitiful…
My smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss…-
~ you took my smile away both by force and emotionally, if I can stop being depressed and quit cutting I dont want to know I can’t be myself, I hold every memory dear to me…
I couldn’t face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart… when you refused to fight…-
~i can’t live without you, and I couldn’t picture a life without you, but you destroyed all that when you landed the first hit, placed the first bruise, you stopped putting this relationship first..
So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn’t hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?-
~ dont say sorry, dont say its my fault, thats nothing you can say, I said I can leave and I won’t let you keep killing me, you couldn’t protect me from anyone let alone your self, is what im left with now supposed to make me happy?
I only wish you weren’t my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a saint… My own was banishedlong ago It took the death of hope to let you go-
~i want you as my friend but I wish you weren’t, so I can give you the torment and pain you gave me, I never said I was perfect and you couldn’t deal with my flaws, you banished the real me long ago, I realized I have no hope in this relationship so I’m letting you go..
So break yourself against my stones And spit your pity in my soul You never needed any help You soldme out to save yourself-
~ so realize what you had when I’m gone, you didn’t need me to survive, or make you well, you used me all along..
And I won’t listen to your shame You ran away -you’re all the same-
~i dont care what you have to say when I’m gone, you ran away from the real me, your no different than anyone else…
Angels lie to keep control… My love was punished long ago If you still care, don’t ever let me know If you still care, don’t ever let me know…-
~ you lied about your feelings for me and you told everyone I was a fuckup, you used my love for your own benefit, and I dont want this again, dont say you love me!